Lea Rüegg

am i going to be there?

“and when ever i return  to this little paradise

that can only exist  because of it’s inaccessibility  

but is accessible for me

i feel guilty and angry and i want to destroy it  

but only for some days 

and then i forget about all of that again

and slide into a comfortable oblivion

because it’s just so nice

and i swim in the river everyday 

and i buy food at the migros

and i drink water of the fountains that are everywhere in the streets 

and i just enjoy the summer 

and my family 

and my friends

and it is just so nice

and again i become a part of the picture”